It's 3 am in the morning right now. Im still awake doing some task for my subject.
guess that nobody will be reading my journal i guest it's ok for me to bable about something.
people says that one get mature as time comes. To me people mature by experience and what they learn in the before years. Past 1 year ago I learned something that can always be so sweet and true. It has teaches me something in slow and horrid ways of killing someone, by breaking that level of reasons to live. This thing that i learned took a scar in me, that almost affects my social life, thankfully in gods will I still remains sane after all of this.

Maybe some of you were guessing this thing that I endured is not too big fuzz. Ermm maybe you are right, but think of this, can you still smile when there is nothing to smile about? Well you still can smile but then in a moment that you will realize that you are fooling yourself. When you are really sad there is only one person that always what are you are feeling right now. Tell him, maybe you are lucky, who knows? While you are still not smiling crawl and look for a reasons to smile again. It maybe not as far as you think where you last it. This time I've smiled again, Ive smiled for my friends, that are always with me, I smiled for my family that Much closer than I think i weren't

Thanks for god for letting me live for another year, thanks very very much, although I've been forgetting you.

Sorry for not uploading nothing quite busy right now

Thank anyone for trying to read this shit! really I do not believe though anyone will be reading this hahahaha.

For the sunny part!

I reaaly want to color like the pros! to colors like them i realized that i need to have a great lineart first! soooo... back to sketching shiit!

Really need LOTS OF PRACTICE SO im off for now!